Dreams in Digital

roboticpleasure @ 2010-01-27T10:41:00

2010-01-27T18:42:48Z

This has been a fun and interesting week.
Lastnight was Sparks + Jack n the Box + Backyard Wrestling 2, till 3 in the morning with Rumple-stills Kennedy.
wokeup at 8:30 with a bad good bad dream.
I dont have class till 2:30
Setup a dinner tonight with someone from the past.

I want to get into a fight. really badly.
I can feel the seasons changing my body.

fuck you,

2010-01-14T08:30:06Z

sometimes, I dream about sex
sometimes, I dream about violence
Most of the time, I'm too fucked up to dream.

roboticpleasure @ 2010-01-11T21:23:00

2010-01-12T05:24:23Z

"Well at least you got a good song out of it. If you get ten more girls pissing on you, you'll have an album." - Charlie Harper /Charlie Sheen; 2 & 1/2 men

roboticpleasure @ 2010-01-05T19:18:00

2010-01-06T03:19:45Z

step 0) get famous for nothing.
step 1) get ignorant celebrities to endorse it.
step 2) get the entire world to put their life on the internet
step 3)
step 4) profits!

roboticpleasure @ 2009-12-30T01:06:00

2009-12-30T09:06:58Z

I'm going to explode.

roboticpleasure @ 2009-12-03T20:02:00

2009-12-04T04:03:10Z

last summer totals to

- X amount of lost friends
- Suspicions parents
- $1600 + money i lost + additional rent money i paid up front so I wouldn't have this problem
- A Girlfriend that didn't actually care about me, and was bored of me long before it ended.

total:
fuck you

roboticpleasure @ 2009-12-02T18:58:00

2009-12-03T02:59:00Z

i think i learned a lesson today.

roboticpleasure @ 2009-11-18T08:03:00

2009-11-18T16:03:14Z

When you love something, you become a part of that something and in turn, that something becomes part of you.

hung up to hang up

2009-10-26T06:14:54Z

Im not happy

Thats why Im here, obviously.

Its nice to see that the old gang still pretty much uses this

I hate feeling like I've been used

I hate girls getting tired of me

I hate not talking to my old friends

I hate drugs

roboticpleasure @ 2009-08-26T23:45:00

2009-08-27T07:08:22Z

walk your talk

2009-03-16T08:15:04Z

same problem different day.

roboticpleasure @ 2009-01-03T23:12:00

2009-01-04T07:13:03Z

bromance is the stupidest word since metrosexual.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-10-28T10:27:00

2008-10-28T17:30:08Z

holy shit! I just did something I've never done before;
I missed being 15, for one second.
I am loosing it.
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v509/OneDarkTone/?action=view&current=1694iiiliiikeyouu.jpg

roboticpleasure @ 2008-10-16T00:28:00

2008-10-16T07:28:57Z

"If I were to walk to the Museum of Fine Arts in Boston
Well, first I'd go to the room where they keep the Cezanne
But if I had by my side a girlfriend
Then I could look through the paintings
I could look right through them
Because I'd have found something that I understand
I understand a girlfriend.

That's a girl friend
Said G-I-R-L-F-R-E-N
That's a girlfriend, baby
That's something that I understand
Alright"

karma count

2008-09-22T17:14:57Z

In the last 24hours Ive hit my head so hard twice that I now have two gashes on my head; Yesterday morning I wokeup to me rolling over and headbutting the corner of my speaker next to my bed, which cut my eyebrow in two. And now I just hit my head in the bathroom on some random shelf. School starts Wednesday.

This summer started shitty, then was boring, then I did some stuff, And now I'm excited to go back to school. Seattle is awesome. My art of the last week has been awesome, Ive finally figured out how to make things look professional.

beer and pizza for breakfast.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-09-17T11:01:00

2008-09-17T18:04:52Z

I had such a awful dream last night.

Summer is a week from closure.
Time to reflect on that later.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-09-04T10:33:00

2008-09-04T17:34:09Z

no matter how pretty you tie the bow, the skeleton in the closet will always drown on wiskey.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-08-28T01:42:00

2008-08-28T08:48:45Z

Its seems every day I'm being constantly bombarded by aggitations and frustrations. Ive been getting so annoyed lately, to the point where I'm about to give up, tell people off, or just be an overly cynical jerk. Then, somehow, almost right before I'm about to give-up enough hope shines through to last another day. It seems like god has been playing tricks on me, and is trying to make me learn some lessons. But I cant figure out the lessons yet. I'm tired of being in the transition period.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-08-19T23:11:00

2008-08-20T06:15:25Z

I used to make the same wish multiple times daily. Then, one day I forgot what I always used to wish for.
For over two months I haven't had real access to my own things or my own space.
Im tired of living this way. Summer has been stressful for no reason, and Ive really accomplished very little.
Its feels things have changed quiet a bit.

Im still trying to figure out the lesson

2008-08-13T06:30:47Z

Yesterday I was taking a lovely stroll thru the urban sprawl of beaverton, admiring the nice weather, and at the very moment I thought to myself "This is a nice day, I feel good" someone imedialiety drove by and yelled 'douche bag' from their car window. Because I was laughing at the irony of the situation, I endedup walking past the bus transfer center, and ended up putting myself on a ~8ish mile uphill hike that was completely, utterly pointless.

Comrad Youtube, you serve the commongood well.

2008-06-03T04:31:25Z

Ive been watching yoututbe religiously lately, finding a great wealth of music videos (and music) that I never knew existed or that anyone had such access to in such large amount ever, in history.....
Anyway, After watching hours of live footage and videos, Ive decided to compile a playlists of my favorite videos from specific genres. Here, I present to you in chronological order:
communist oppressed rock and electronic videos from the peoples of the ~~CCCP~~ USSR.

however, livejournal is a pain to deal with with embedding, so feel free to click the link to my myspace to watch the videos, I guaranty its worth it.
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=3246977&blogID=402096544

roboticpleasure @ 2008-05-15T00:25:00

2008-05-15T07:27:16Z

I feel like every day is a rollercoaster.
I think I go from highs to lows so often in a day it makes my head spin, every second seems to be a moment where I could be let down. Some frustrations will never change.

I hate cold showers

2008-04-17T15:39:23Z

So for the last month Ive been taking pretty unsatisfying showers, They've always been just too cold no matter how far I turn the dial. Its really frustrating, since one of my favorite things are hot showers. For a while I thought the lack of heat might be due to some lame environmental steps. I've tried to catch the bathroom at different times to see if It'd help. This morning I woke up 2 hours early so that I could hopefully beat the hot water tank rush. Again however I was very disappointed by the lack of heat, So as I was leaving the bathroom I asked someone else if they'd encountered this problem. He said that the shower I usually take showers in, Is the coldest in the bathroom. At least now my problem is solved...

Creature of habit, you will be the demise of yourself. Months of frustration for nothing.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-04-06T16:55:00

2008-04-06T23:56:47Z

I just bought an old Christian dior shirt, and a burberry tshirt from the fremont market for cheap. Im pretty stoked. plus I got to see jet's new houseboat. cool day.

roboticpleasure @ 2008-04-03T22:01:00

2008-04-04T05:02:42Z

Spring break ended on a off note. It feels good to be back at school. The sun feels great. spring you are my friend.